Mar 25, 2004 21:39
I'm not the kind of person who can be tied down.
The words " I love you" are like a bond between two (maybe more) people that tie them down to one another.
Don't get me wrong, I love you too, but I'm young and naive, and I just want to have fun.
I realized this when I kissed Cris (for those of you who don't know - Cris is a girl) and you got mad at me because you didn't want to share me with anyone.
I'm not saying that I don't want to be with you, I do, but I can't just limit myself to one person my whole life.
I can't be who I am with you because you just want me for yourself, and I can't be myself if I can't have someone else as well.
There's only so much one person can handle. To be tied down is not one of those things I'm wanting to handle right now.
I'm 17 years old. I'm in eleventh grade. I have my whole life ahead of me. I don't want to be drug down by all the commitments of a relationship.
I still love you, but girls just want to have fun.
~Rachel