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hmm...just thinking again...
While I contantly blast on the uselessness of blogs and posts and all that...It's become an addiction I'm afraid. Being able to talk about yourself incessantly with fingers crossed hoping that people will give a shit is rather interesting to me. Anyway that aside I also enjoy them for the ability to personally refect and inflect and deflect and all that 'flecting...
Why do we see the bad before the good? Last night, I was up till wee hours rekindling an old family flame-who for no fault of mine swore to hate me-which was sparked by me breaking down to an old friend/ recent enemy, and then taking comfort in recieving nostalgic pictures from years back when I was all over the place. It's interesting to see yourself in the past and the changes we've made innit?
NE way the poiint im geting to is that I've forgoten how many people really appreciate me...I'm big on being pragmatic so I guess I saw their flaws before I saw the genuine love...There are tons of bad people in this world but I'm starting to realize that sometimes it's harder than anticipated to know the bad from the good...sometimes the bad looks and feels good...real good. and the good can piss you off to the where u think they're bad but they're indeed...good or at least closest thing to geniune. I'm starting to understand this somewhat anyway...
We aren't born bad of course, but we all have the potential to become bad. Sometimes with the exuse of being practical, or looking out for ourselves but honestly, why? Think back to when your parents told you about the goodies and the baddies of the world. I'm sure No One would consider themselves bad...not even Hitler or Mussolini, though thats a very huge generalization.
While I contantly blast on the uselessness of blogs and posts and all that...It's become an addiction I'm afraid. Being able to talk about yourself incessantly with fingers crossed hoping that people will give a shit is rather interesting to me. Anyway that aside I also enjoy them for the ability to personally refect and inflect and deflect and all that 'flecting...
Why do we see the bad before the good? Last night, I was up till wee hours rekindling an old family flame-who for no fault of mine swore to hate me-which was sparked by me breaking down to an old friend/ recent enemy, and then taking comfort in recieving nostalgic pictures from years back when I was all over the place. It's interesting to see yourself in the past and the changes we've made innit?
NE way the poiint im geting to is that I've forgoten how many people really appreciate me...I'm big on being pragmatic so I guess I saw their flaws before I saw the genuine love...There are tons of bad people in this world but I'm starting to realize that sometimes it's harder than anticipated to know the bad from the good...sometimes the bad looks and feels good...real good. and the good can piss you off to the where u think they're bad but they're indeed...good or at least closest thing to geniune. I'm starting to understand this somewhat anyway...
We aren't born bad of course, but we all have the potential to become bad. Sometimes with the exuse of being practical, or looking out for ourselves but honestly, why? Think back to when your parents told you about the goodies and the baddies of the world. I'm sure No One would consider themselves bad...not even Hitler or Mussolini, though thats a very huge generalization.