nothing you can do will tear me away from my guy............ if i had one..
wow so life has been hell... wow... uh, Thursday, went and played tennis... got my butt kicked.. lol.. and then i went to grease practice and learned a dance.. omgosh it was amazingly fun.. it's great because here i am with all these people who enjoy singing and dancing and being on stage as much as i do ... it's like i don't know barely any of them and we all have a connection it's weird... so now that derek knows i like him.. it's weird... we went into mickeydees on thursday so i could eat and derek was there.. and i don't know.. he kinda laughed at me.. and it was okay we talked about tennis for a lil bit..... but yeah uhmm today is sunday.. i went to work today.. i worked with derek.. we really didn't get to say much to each other.. but i dk.. yesterday at work Jenny said something to me about derek.. here's a replay of what happened
Jenny: i talked to derek..
Me:oh yeah? what about?
Jenny:We talked about you...
Me:Really? What did u say?
Jenny: He asked me if i knew about his secret admirer and i said yeah and i asked him if you guys were gonna hook up and he said that he didn't want a girlfriend until after college and that if you still liked him he would look me up after college..
Me: OMGOSH ARE U SERIOUS THATS 4 YEARS.....
THE END...
Now, i don't think that i can really believe what Jenny says.. Number 1-she smokes too much weed... and number 2- she lies a lot.. lol... so i dk...
but poor derek today at work got his hand covered in hot... HOT ... HOT grease and it burned him... his hand was all swollen... poor kid.. :(.. but yeah that was the extent to my day today and well my thursday.. which happened to be like 3 days ago.. haha.... saturday i did nothing.. went to work.. so yeah and friday.. went swimmin until like 2 in the morning.. so yeah.. nothing real cool.. but yes
I've decided that life should get better.. it's summer.. so yeah.. i get my license in like.. 2 months or so.. so that's exciting..
i feel like in a sappy lovey dovey mood.. ya know like the kind when all u wanna do if snuggle with ur boyfriend in a blanket under the stars.. lol.. that's what i feel like.. haha...
~3 AM i fell in love.. for the first time in my life
oh that somethin.. just dont happen twice~
how long does it last?
can love be measured by the hours in a day?
i have no answers now, but this much i can say
i'm going to need you till the stars all burn away
and you'll be there
That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will go away all at the same time.
~I knew you were somethin' special right from the start-I knew it by the way you suddenly stole my heart- Everything i say is ((completely)) true-I wanna spend forever and a lifetime with you..~~
~now that u know, i hate it that i can't admire u from afar... because u now realize that my eyes reveal it all..and you can see right through me, but still.. my feelings will be there...
Jenny: i talked to derek..
Me:oh yeah? what about?
Jenny:We talked about you...
Me:Really? What did u say?
Jenny: He asked me if i knew about his secret admirer and i said yeah and i asked him if you guys were gonna hook up and he said that he didn't want a girlfriend until after college and that if you still liked him he would look me up after college..
Me: OMGOSH ARE U SERIOUS THATS 4 YEARS.....
THE END...
Now, i don't think that i can really believe what Jenny says.. Number 1-she smokes too much weed... and number 2- she lies a lot.. lol... so i dk...
but poor derek today at work got his hand covered in hot... HOT ... HOT grease and it burned him... his hand was all swollen... poor kid.. :(.. but yeah that was the extent to my day today and well my thursday.. which happened to be like 3 days ago.. haha.... saturday i did nothing.. went to work.. so yeah and friday.. went swimmin until like 2 in the morning.. so yeah.. nothing real cool.. but yes
I've decided that life should get better.. it's summer.. so yeah.. i get my license in like.. 2 months or so.. so that's exciting..
i feel like in a sappy lovey dovey mood.. ya know like the kind when all u wanna do if snuggle with ur boyfriend in a blanket under the stars.. lol.. that's what i feel like.. haha...
~3 AM i fell in love.. for the first time in my life
oh that somethin.. just dont happen twice~
how long does it last?
can love be measured by the hours in a day?
i have no answers now, but this much i can say
i'm going to need you till the stars all burn away
and you'll be there
That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will go away all at the same time.
~I knew you were somethin' special right from the start-I knew it by the way you suddenly stole my heart- Everything i say is ((completely)) true-I wanna spend forever and a lifetime with you..~~
~now that u know, i hate it that i can't admire u from afar... because u now realize that my eyes reveal it all..and you can see right through me, but still.. my feelings will be there...