Exasperated
So yeah, I’m thinking that J is finally waking up and feeling the tension b/t us. Although he sure doesn’t want to talk about it. He made sure to see me not only Sunday night, but Monday night as well. Unfortunately all that we did was hang out at my house and watch a movie. Nothing exciting what-so-ever. We were supposed to go out bowling with my sis and her bf, but no, he decided that he didn’t want to. Why? I have NO idea! And every time I tried to bring up the important subject of us and what is going on b/t us, with us, etc. he actually started conversations about other things. For J (an EXTREMELY shy and quiet person) this is super unusual, but also shows just how much he is realizing that we are ______________ (going our own directions/growing apart/distancing ourselves). So yeah, what’s up with that?
My weekend wasn’t too grand. Chilled out Friday. Saturday I laid out in the beautiful sun and then went out to dinner and off to see The 40 Year Old Virgin with a friend. It was funny, but my friend said he felt somewhat awkward at a few parts in the movie b/c he was with a girl. Hahahaha. Sunday I went to church, had a youth group meeting and then saw John. Monday I worked on my flower beds, which were in desperate need of attention (and I’m feeling the burn now from pulling all those weeds and mulching everything), and visited my parents and the kitties. Did a lil bit of homework somewhere in the midst of all that, but I have a LOT to complete yet. *sigh* I do NOT miss having homework. Yucky!
I’m already hating on today. I woke up aching from my stunning weed pulling techniques and that made boot camp this morning just that much more painful. Bleh. And so now I am at work, hoping for 5pm to hurry it’s ass along. (And I have a feeling it won’t.) Guess I need to get back to a-working. Maybe tonight will be better for me. Hell, I’m already looking forward to Friday.
My weekend wasn’t too grand. Chilled out Friday. Saturday I laid out in the beautiful sun and then went out to dinner and off to see The 40 Year Old Virgin with a friend. It was funny, but my friend said he felt somewhat awkward at a few parts in the movie b/c he was with a girl. Hahahaha. Sunday I went to church, had a youth group meeting and then saw John. Monday I worked on my flower beds, which were in desperate need of attention (and I’m feeling the burn now from pulling all those weeds and mulching everything), and visited my parents and the kitties. Did a lil bit of homework somewhere in the midst of all that, but I have a LOT to complete yet. *sigh* I do NOT miss having homework. Yucky!
I’m already hating on today. I woke up aching from my stunning weed pulling techniques and that made boot camp this morning just that much more painful. Bleh. And so now I am at work, hoping for 5pm to hurry it’s ass along. (And I have a feeling it won’t.) Guess I need to get back to a-working. Maybe tonight will be better for me. Hell, I’m already looking forward to Friday.