kathected

[bmuffin5]

There is nothing simple about life. No matter how much you try to make it seem that way. Feelings can't always be controlled. Im sitting here... thinking that something needs to be written down about what im thinking... but now im realizing that I am just wasting my time on this contemplation. nothing needs to be said about the absence of knowing what the right thing to do is... simply because there is not one right all knowing answer to any situation. Last night...and every night like it just makes me learn more about myself and how much I never know what I need or want. but i've got a smile on my face while honestly hoping my cell phone doesnt ring...

nyc and lebowski fest with Jonas.Mike.& Sarah tomorrow.
I love you britt Marcoux. Im sorry about tonight... u know I am an idiot.
Im looking foward to Fiona Apple in December already...