The Journey Resumes
In May I wrote:
The bottom line is this: I feel stable where I am on my journey. I don't feel the need to deliberately explore any further at the moment. I am where I am, I am who I am, and I am more inclined to concentrate on making that work than trying to see what else might be out (or in) there.
Inevitably, life is change, and the journey resumes in a different direction.
I am B.Minstrel. I am polyamorous and I am learning what that means to me. I am in my early to mid thirties, have a wife and two close friendships (the nature of which might cause Normal monogamous people to raise an eyebrow). I have experienced what I felt was the perfect situation for me, but no amount of effort could make it last. Now I am trying to understand the core of what made me happy, and to find something with the same positive effects but with out the problems which made it impossible to sustain.
The bottom line is this: I feel stable where I am on my journey. I don't feel the need to deliberately explore any further at the moment. I am where I am, I am who I am, and I am more inclined to concentrate on making that work than trying to see what else might be out (or in) there.
Inevitably, life is change, and the journey resumes in a different direction.
I am B.Minstrel. I am polyamorous and I am learning what that means to me. I am in my early to mid thirties, have a wife and two close friendships (the nature of which might cause Normal monogamous people to raise an eyebrow). I have experienced what I felt was the perfect situation for me, but no amount of effort could make it last. Now I am trying to understand the core of what made me happy, and to find something with the same positive effects but with out the problems which made it impossible to sustain.