argh. yea so my back has been hurting like a mother fucker since saturday night. Today was really bad. I finally broke down and left work early to go to the chiropractor. It was actually pleasant. my back still hurts though. the x-rays revealed nothing so it is apparently some sort of muscle spasm or something. the guy eletrocuted me, which was ( Read more... )

Just a hint to you youngins out there. The pain never really goes away. It subsides, but it will always be there in some form or another. perhaps later i shall make a happy post....

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ahhhh. the end of another work day. now for the looong drive home. where my shower is. grrrrr. grrrrr.grrrrr. grrrrr.grrrrr. grrrrr.grrrrr. grrrrr.grrrrr. grrrrr.grrrrr. grrrrr.grrrrr. grrrrr.grrrrr. grrrrr.grrrrr. grrrrr.grrrrr. grrrrr.grrrrr. grrrrr.grrrrr. grrrrr.grrrrr. grrrrr.grrrrr. grrrrr.grrrrr. grrrrr.grrrrr. grrrrr.grrrrr. grrrrr.grrrrr. ( Read more... )

Yea so I'm moving. Obviously Lauren will come with me but i fucking hate my apartment and everything that goes along with it. Plus the fact that i cant feel comfortable in my own home just doesnt settle well with me. Been feeling like im gonna puke blood all day long. I fucked my hand up yesterday. It hurt pretty bad last night but now its fucking ( Read more... )

all of the pieces are falling into place for today to end quite badly. hooha.

Hey kiddies. Its lunch time again at Best Car Care. Interesting morning. I was under a 1997 Mercedes-Benz c280 (piece of sheite). My hands were buried deep in it's entrails, searching for that one last bolt that would unlock the mysteries of the universe. the P.A. system crackles to life. A voice infected with the shriek of electronic static ( Read more... )

Whenever things are going your way, disaster is lurking in the shadows, ready to pounce. lower your expectations of life and your less likely to be disappointed. make a lifetime commitment to nothing and no one. you will regret it. most importantly, avoid love at all costs. with it comes endless torrents of pain, doubt, and self loathing ( Read more... )

I want to take this oppurtunity to wish all of you a fun and safe new year. I also want to state that when the new year dawns, I will be, Loaded like a Freight Train, Flying like an Aeroplane, Feeling like a Space Brain one more time Tonight.

farewell