Sep 20, 2006 15:56
What do you do in this fucked up situation?
In all honesty, it's only fucked up in my head.
It's probably not even a situation either.
What do you do when it has past implications?
When it references past mishaps, present and definite future. (fragment)
It's that future that bothers me.
It doesn't scare me, but it keeps my mind working.
It's either positive or negative; no possibility of nuetrality.
I want positive.
But my desire for that positive just shows me that it's selfish.
It'd be a positive future for me.
Who else would I affect?
Who's future would I take away?
What do they stand to lose from this 'situation'?
Then again, do I really care as long as my future is positive?
Yes, I do.
Disregard this entry.
It's too vague for any of you.
I just needed to write it down to stop thinking it.
Probably won't work.