Feb 25, 2004 15:34
Someone can only take so much mental abuse... don't you think?
I haven't even been mentally abused... I don't even know what the fuck I'm talking about. Maybe Kim (one of Dustin's bitch friends) is right about me. Maybe I am an immature crazy bitch. But a lot of my friends say I'm not immature. Yes, I will be proud about being a bitch. But when someone crosses that line with me (the line that Kim crossed), then I *stop* being nice.
I have to admit, I admire Kim for standing up for him like she did. But this shit is *none* of her fucking business, regardless to who her friend is. I wish people would stay in their own business and just let me and Dustin deal with this ourselves. I don't want to lose him as a friend.
I told him that I was going to hurt him and he didn't believe me. No one ever believes me.
Shouldn't I think about my happiness first before thinking about others' happiness? I mean, am I being stupid and immature by wanting to actually be happy? I never thought so, until Miss Bitch-Kimmy here decided to bitch at me for shit that's not even *her* issue.
People are really starting to piss me off. I'm getting to the point of not caring what happens to me, whether it be good or bad. I just want people to leave me the fuck alone. *I* need to be happy. Because if I'm not... then why don't I just die?