Sigh

[blunderwood]

I just wish things were like they used to be. i was happy then. Life was worth living. there was cause to move forward. Now there isn't so much. I have no drive and ambition. I live life from habbit now rather then through the will to do something productive. I am overwelmed with things that are unpleasent and the very few things that make

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[pyrodino]

A suggestion from someone who has been in a similar place: change your habit by introducing something new. It can be something small and silly, like feeding the ducks at 5:02 pm on alternate Fridays, or something like enrolling in a kick boxing class. Just introducing something new helps a lot, especially because it will introduce new people into your life who can help bring some fresh air into your soul. Plus, if you feed the ducks bread with pop rocks, it might be interesting to watch.... :) I know, I'm evil. But think about it...

[blunderwood]

lol yeah but you are going on the assumption that I have free time... maybe something quick but its hard. Hell its hard enough to do anything but lie in bed. Ill look into it though thanks.

[unixslug]

Don't do anything bad to ducks. I'll take vengeance. Seriously. Duckies.

[blunderwood]

I dont think i could do anything cruel to animals. I had one friend respond to this all by simply telling me to go get laid haha. a simple yet effective solution...

[unixslug]

(sigh) Oh, okay, you twisted my arm, puddin'. All you have to do is ask.

[blunderwood]

lol Michael I love you but unfortunately you dont have the naughty parts im looking for.

[prcelainophelia]

Yeah...would it screw up your educational plan terribly if you were to take a class "just for fun" this summer. That's always something great to do. If that's your thing.

[blunderwood]

yeah it would be fun if i had time but unfortunately school wise im all full for 2 more years