Sigh
I just wish things were like they used to be. i was happy then. Life was worth living. there was cause to move forward. Now there isn't so much. I have no drive and ambition. I live life from habbit now rather then through the will to do something productive. I am overwelmed with things that are unpleasent and the very few things that make me happy that can ofset it anymore. I have become a robot, stuck in the same manotany, wishing for something good to come along and rescue me from this miserable life I lead. Sorry to vent but i just dont feel im in a good place right now in life or simply emotionally. Its one of those days where you wish for a change or an end. either would be a nice release.