Jun 29, 2006 10:24
I think I have fixed my surroundings so that most of the day, I'm surrounded by some pretty cool fuckers. Erik is annoying, but by himself without Roni and sometimes with Faye kicks ass. Roni is really good for chill time. Faye is... the driving force of at least half of her friends (at least half the time). Turtle kid's honest and pretty chill. My brother's a barrel of fun. The hicks are all really cute in their own ways. Layne's getting out soon. Matt's visiting. I'm going on a trip with (at least) my friend Matt. I'll hopefully get to hang with Luke Simicek. I talked to Lukas the other day. There are those other cool people that remind me I'm nocturnal. There's that present I found the other morning! I love you present! I've been really happy lately.
Shit's going well with my moms. My dad's giving the damn stereo and shit back. Fuck. I'll probably go there with hickeys. And Raven moved in! She seems really nice. My Spanish is getting good again. ...I'm also starting to sound like a drunken Spaniard... wonder why.
I realized that something needs to be addressed now that it can be. A reflection:
I am sad about my recent loss. I'm not sure about one of the facts. That's okay because I think I knew it. That's not the same as now, of course. However, I think I'm going to stop it because I saw something that was pitiful the other day. And, actually, it was a few times over the past couple days. I didn't shed a single tear this time. I haven't since it happened. It's about time I fully meant it. I don't even think I'm mad at all this time. The other end is just... sad. Okay, I'm a little mad... but hardly. I got some good stuff out of it. I got a few new friends and valuable information that I'll keep with me for the rest of my life; on which I will reflect in my next post.
Stay Tuned.