hey!
I'm at Pearl River still, I'm doing pretty good. Trentons one years old now, he fell hit his head last night and fractured his skull I'm doing good at school . . . Got A's and B's .. I'm with Justen.. three weeks , I been hanging out over there. I'm really happy with him.
Mom came over today, her attempt at an actual easter thing I suppose me her and harry went to eat at Ryans, which was actually pretty normal but I took some tens today.
Things aren't shitty like usually when I write or read them down. I'm starting to right when I'm positive as well now, not just negative. I love my field biology class. I'm being somehat domesticated , cleaning and shit and bonding with Justens family it really made me think twice now that she knows abouut the tens, when it was actually josh's fault and fight that brought it back up.
Paul and I Get along okay right now , every now and then when hes on bars adn being around him makes me feel loaded so I don't need pills.
Laceys on her usm work work work schedule shes doing good.
Me and Justen got drunk last night first time I got drunk in a long time I left him alone his birthday is next week we had a Crawfish boil yesterday , I think Justens getting really attached to me, whicH i gotta admit I kinda didn't expect I'm trying not to get my hopes up . I even planted flowers the other day with his mom.
3 weeks for Justen is along time , I mean I think its time he settled down , when he dropped m off you could tell he really wants me not to go, I am not going to say love but its nice to feel something for once, I'm acting like a whole new person, new initive and happy things for once.
Mom came over today, her attempt at an actual easter thing I suppose me her and harry went to eat at Ryans, which was actually pretty normal but I took some tens today.
Things aren't shitty like usually when I write or read them down. I'm starting to right when I'm positive as well now, not just negative. I love my field biology class. I'm being somehat domesticated , cleaning and shit and bonding with Justens family it really made me think twice now that she knows abouut the tens, when it was actually josh's fault and fight that brought it back up.
Paul and I Get along okay right now , every now and then when hes on bars adn being around him makes me feel loaded so I don't need pills.
Laceys on her usm work work work schedule shes doing good.
Me and Justen got drunk last night first time I got drunk in a long time I left him alone his birthday is next week we had a Crawfish boil yesterday , I think Justens getting really attached to me, whicH i gotta admit I kinda didn't expect I'm trying not to get my hopes up . I even planted flowers the other day with his mom.
3 weeks for Justen is along time , I mean I think its time he settled down , when he dropped m off you could tell he really wants me not to go, I am not going to say love but its nice to feel something for once, I'm acting like a whole new person, new initive and happy things for once.