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Jan 02, 2005 11:50

2005....
I probably will set myself up with goals like every year, that wind up crashing in front of me, but I really am motivated lately. Its taking some things to shape things up for me and think about what I really want I am 21 years old now.
Christmas
I stayed up all night Christmas eve and cooked my mom a baked ham, baked macaroni, mashed potatoes, rolls, and pecan squares to suprise them and bring them to her. Well on an ICy road we took off and my mom was soo happy, me my mom and Harry had Christmas dinner. It even snowed a little.
My grandpaw and dad didn't have much money because of getting cut off workmans comp so they got me a computer chair , the new Ludacris the new Tupac, and 28 days later on dvd, Thirteen and Soul Plane.
My mom got me a cross necklace, my sister got me pajamas
Aunt laurie mailed me 50 bucks which i have spent 22 on galloon of daquiris'
and my aunt jane mailed me 50 which we all know how i sp ent that and this cute little fuschia purse.
I hadn't really been doing anything lately
I sat at home for New Years, as I am sitting at home now.
School starts back up again soon , and I gotta get it together
I talked to Deahana briefly this morning and Its soo evident the things that I want, I just hope I do them.
Paul-text messages every new and then and talking to him every couple weeks thats fine, I don't want to expect more and I really don't need more.
Lacey- I really would like to have her back as my friend again

But I just want that
good friends/good grades/
small goals,
and if i can acomplish that then maybe more
I'm trying to not be so glim and depressed and realize IT IS A NEW YEAR.
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