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hi im kimmie. im a young girl looking for adevnture in life. i want someone to love. define love~love is passion but humility, love sweeps you off you feet and dances with you among the stars, love is obsession[someone or something you cant live without], love is knowing that you can fall head over heels for one person without the apprehension of getting hurt.
people are afraid of love. afraid that it will put them in a cage and entrap them into something they dont want to do or to be. they dont want to "belong" to someone. but the truth is that this is the only real chance any one has got for being happy in this life. we are drowning in this world trying to make love and happiness ourselves. we struggle to reach the surface of this swirling ocean called life just so we can gasp just another breath of artificial happiness. we are so concerned in trying to stay afloat that we dont realize that if we would just let go of everything and let the current pull us under, love will find us. and with love comes joy. happiness comes from the world but joy comes from God. happiness is temporary. like receiving a new bicycle or a new perfune. but joy;; joy is being happy 24/7 no matter what the circumstances are. joy is living every day like it is your birthday. joy is finding something to live for and living to your full potential. joy is knowing you dont have to depend on someone or something for happiness. and with joy comes peace. peace that comes from knowing that everything we could ever be hurt by, any situation we could ever be put into, any person we could ever fight with is in God's hands;; accepting that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises;; realizing that you dont always have someone to depend on but yourself and God.
school is almost over and it makes me sad to think that i will never see some of these people again. i have realized how much the senior class has grown and how they are completely ready[some more than others] to leave LAB and survive in this world. so many of them have been a blessing in my life. and i cant wait to move on to the next chapter of my life. because the past 3 months have made me realize that life is like a novel with the end ripped out. you cant go back and erase, but even if you could, you wouldnt want to because if you change the beginning then you have to change the ending. yeah some beginnings start out rough but in time they smooth out and end happily ever after.
people are afraid of love. afraid that it will put them in a cage and entrap them into something they dont want to do or to be. they dont want to "belong" to someone. but the truth is that this is the only real chance any one has got for being happy in this life. we are drowning in this world trying to make love and happiness ourselves. we struggle to reach the surface of this swirling ocean called life just so we can gasp just another breath of artificial happiness. we are so concerned in trying to stay afloat that we dont realize that if we would just let go of everything and let the current pull us under, love will find us. and with love comes joy. happiness comes from the world but joy comes from God. happiness is temporary. like receiving a new bicycle or a new perfune. but joy;; joy is being happy 24/7 no matter what the circumstances are. joy is living every day like it is your birthday. joy is finding something to live for and living to your full potential. joy is knowing you dont have to depend on someone or something for happiness. and with joy comes peace. peace that comes from knowing that everything we could ever be hurt by, any situation we could ever be put into, any person we could ever fight with is in God's hands;; accepting that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises;; realizing that you dont always have someone to depend on but yourself and God.
school is almost over and it makes me sad to think that i will never see some of these people again. i have realized how much the senior class has grown and how they are completely ready[some more than others] to leave LAB and survive in this world. so many of them have been a blessing in my life. and i cant wait to move on to the next chapter of my life. because the past 3 months have made me realize that life is like a novel with the end ripped out. you cant go back and erase, but even if you could, you wouldnt want to because if you change the beginning then you have to change the ending. yeah some beginnings start out rough but in time they smooth out and end happily ever after.