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I got tagged. But I don't really feel like tagging anyone, so yeah. Basically I just write 20 random facts and then I'll do a short random essay.
1..I'm really into Christmas-if you give me the chance I will go crazy on you.
2..I don't feel intelligent in really any of my high school classes.
3..I'm scared of going to college so far away.
4..I have a SICK obsession with Care Bears.
5..I don't have nearly as many close friends as I'd like, but people are unreliable.
6..I visit my Nana all the time because I don't want her to ever miss me.
7..I have a secret crush on this 30 year old man in my psych. class.
8..I love rugby, but hate our team most of the time.
9..On Sundays I don't do anything. My only plan is to watch Extreme Home Makeover and Desperate Housewives.
10..My dog means EVERYTHING to me. On Tuesdays and Thursdays we sleep together on the couch.
11..I love my mom soooo much. She is me 30 years from now.
12..I've never been kissed, and it bothers me, but only to a point.
13..I honestly still love Boys II Men.
14..I cry often about frivolous things.
15..Somedays I'm depressed, other days I probably get myself into a bad mood.
16..Most of the time, I hate when people act like assholes. Especially to waiters, clerks, etc.
17..I had taken Birth Control since I was in the 6th grade. I stopped a little over a month ago.
18..Seeing bands live, make my week.
19..I give up on people, some too soon, some too late.
20..I'm really good to ask about relationship help even if I've never had one.
Things have been decent lately. My counselor and another one both set me up to tutor 4 kids that have never called/shown up. I give up tutoring for them. I stayed 2 extra periods to help this girl that never showed up so I'm not gonna do it anymore.
I'm out of shape and there's not really anything I can do about it. Rugby is on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday and it's none of the days I can go. Which I've made loud and clear. It just pisses me off a little bit that they can't schedule ONE of the days on a Tuesday or a Thursday. I want to be there and I want to be a part of the team but I feel like they aren't willing to accomidate around my schedule. And then they'll get pissed in May when I will be working everyday and won't be able to accomidate around their random last minute one. I understand that after December I'll be able to go all the time (late of course because I won't be getting home UNTIL 4), it's just that...ugh. Is it even worth playing? I feel so out of the loop in everything. And I'm not just talking about rugby.
I read in my psychology book today about Perception. And how after you look at something for a long time you lose interest on it and focus on other things. They even said that thats how close friendships work, you begin to lose interest and ignore the things that are repetitive in your life like your good friends. It just kinda made a lot of sense to me.
1..I'm really into Christmas-if you give me the chance I will go crazy on you.
2..I don't feel intelligent in really any of my high school classes.
3..I'm scared of going to college so far away.
4..I have a SICK obsession with Care Bears.
5..I don't have nearly as many close friends as I'd like, but people are unreliable.
6..I visit my Nana all the time because I don't want her to ever miss me.
7..I have a secret crush on this 30 year old man in my psych. class.
8..I love rugby, but hate our team most of the time.
9..On Sundays I don't do anything. My only plan is to watch Extreme Home Makeover and Desperate Housewives.
10..My dog means EVERYTHING to me. On Tuesdays and Thursdays we sleep together on the couch.
11..I love my mom soooo much. She is me 30 years from now.
12..I've never been kissed, and it bothers me, but only to a point.
13..I honestly still love Boys II Men.
14..I cry often about frivolous things.
15..Somedays I'm depressed, other days I probably get myself into a bad mood.
16..Most of the time, I hate when people act like assholes. Especially to waiters, clerks, etc.
17..I had taken Birth Control since I was in the 6th grade. I stopped a little over a month ago.
18..Seeing bands live, make my week.
19..I give up on people, some too soon, some too late.
20..I'm really good to ask about relationship help even if I've never had one.
Things have been decent lately. My counselor and another one both set me up to tutor 4 kids that have never called/shown up. I give up tutoring for them. I stayed 2 extra periods to help this girl that never showed up so I'm not gonna do it anymore.
I'm out of shape and there's not really anything I can do about it. Rugby is on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday and it's none of the days I can go. Which I've made loud and clear. It just pisses me off a little bit that they can't schedule ONE of the days on a Tuesday or a Thursday. I want to be there and I want to be a part of the team but I feel like they aren't willing to accomidate around my schedule. And then they'll get pissed in May when I will be working everyday and won't be able to accomidate around their random last minute one. I understand that after December I'll be able to go all the time (late of course because I won't be getting home UNTIL 4), it's just that...ugh. Is it even worth playing? I feel so out of the loop in everything. And I'm not just talking about rugby.
I read in my psychology book today about Perception. And how after you look at something for a long time you lose interest on it and focus on other things. They even said that thats how close friendships work, you begin to lose interest and ignore the things that are repetitive in your life like your good friends. It just kinda made a lot of sense to me.