May 04, 2006 21:35
I think right now, I can truely say that I am happy. :) I am loving this weather, being w/ the amazing people in my life and that school is almost over. The past 4 or 5 days have been pretty good. ehh..school is school. Went on a field trip to the rouge yesterday, that was pretty fun. Spent the whole day with matt on tuesday. Had a dog for a day, yesterday! He was so cute! So happy tomorrow is friday. Saturday is the quincineara..kind of nervous about that haha. I have to get some decision making going and start planning this grad party...
I need to get some money and go shopping asap! I need to buy prom stuff and summer stuff. Everythings coming pretty fast. But yea thats pretty much all thats going on.
With Brians death, it really made me think. It was honestly the saddest funeral I've ever been to in my life. I think I've thought about him or the funeral almost every single day. It was the longest funeral procession I've ever been in. I think during the service I was crying for him, his family, Chris and their baby girl Sydney but also for the things I've been taking for granted. Life is so short, I hope to make the best of mine. I know every time I see a FedEx truck I'm going to think of him. I still cannot believe he wont be at my grad party or the next family reunion. :( I wasnt even directly related to him but his death hit me pretty hard, I think the hardest of anyone elses.
Alright I'm done now. byeeee
<3 andrea