Aug 26, 2004 01:27
I have too many feelings... they're all mixed up inside my mind, forming a big ball of confusion... I have to get them out... give them words... give them an entry of their own.
I feel trapped. I feel alone. I feel worthless. I'm amoral failure.
I feel scared. I feel sad. I feel insecure. I'm not good enough.
I feel unimportant. I feel too big. I feel insecure. I'm just a girl.
I feel confident. I feel happy. I feel worthy. I'm good enough.
I feel anxious. I feel blessed. I feel honored. I'm a woman.
When you're pregnant, you'll find a majority of people will make you feel as if your emotions/feelings are not valid because you have out of whack hormones. So, I'm giving these shot down emotions/feelings their own space in my journal because I've learned over the years that my emotions/feelings are ALWAYS VALID and of WORTH no matter what the situation or time of month.