Nine years ago today, my best friend & sole (younger)  sibling died due to complications of congestive heart failure. He was 26.

I am still as empty without him today, as I was without him back then.

I miss you, O' brother mine...

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 This day was complete crap, but at least it's nearly over.

There are some days when I look at my young adult life (as I remember it) and wonder if that was really me.

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 Well, crap ( Read more... )

 Groggy & tired.

( Bitching & Whining )

 Well. There it is. Gave myself a nice kick to the ass, finally.

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 Good Auntie found out today that she has Stage IV breast cancer, not Stage III... it has moved into her liver & bones. She starts a 3-Kill Me Chemo chem drip tomorrow... oh, Auntie...

I am so angry.

 My Good Auntie suspects that she has breast cancer. She is only 50. If she has cancer, she will not undergo treatment.

Fcuk me, this year is sucking ass!

 Comfort foods that take little thought on my part: 4% milkfat small curd cottage cheese, Pho ga, spring rolls, cream cheese wontons, mango sorbet & a chunk of bread with butter.

I have only one of these items thus far, and am debating the rest, as the sodium might send my suddenly-edma-stricken body to Hospital. Why can't I just be a normal person ( Read more... )

wtf did I do so wrong?!? This whole "comes back threefold" shit has me pissed. What could possibly warrant the death of my little dog, let alone my brother? My egregious & soundly unappreciated run of profoundly bad luck?

Well, fuck you all then.

This vodka with tears mix will kick all of your asses. See if it doesn't.