fight about it.
So I finally have a major...that's right, I'm declared and all set for the last two years of my college career. Weee....I'm so happy, I feel like hopefully now things will just fall into line. I can't believe I was so scared before...I can't believe that my own fear kept me from reading the fine print. Riddiculous. YAYAYAYA!!! I'm sooooo happy!
Last night I found myself in tears...of course I was under the influence, which made it all the worst. I became so overwhelmed with these thoughts I've been having about myself, Edgar, my life, our life, our relationship...so many things. He just happened to make fun of me for some stupid reason and I pretty much burst into tears while he was laughing. He got really worried about me, I didn't know what to tell him. Geeze. I become so emotional when I drink and smoke. I don't know what to do, I should probably tell him how I'm feeling, I just don't want to fight about it.
Last night I found myself in tears...of course I was under the influence, which made it all the worst. I became so overwhelmed with these thoughts I've been having about myself, Edgar, my life, our life, our relationship...so many things. He just happened to make fun of me for some stupid reason and I pretty much burst into tears while he was laughing. He got really worried about me, I didn't know what to tell him. Geeze. I become so emotional when I drink and smoke. I don't know what to do, I should probably tell him how I'm feeling, I just don't want to fight about it.