without them
Why am I so damn scared of the future? Why can't I just fucking put my application in and hope for the best? I'll tell you why, I'm afraid of not getting in. I'm afraid that they'll reject me and I'll have no idea what I'm gonig to major in and get stuck doing something I don't want to do. Oh God. The thoughts that have been running through my head, the pointless tears over not knowing the future, over fucking it up in the past. I just want to go home to my mommy. Boo.
At least things are good with Edgar.
I love my girlies and the funness we have. I don't know what I did before them...and I hope to never find out what I might do without them.
At least things are good with Edgar.
I love my girlies and the funness we have. I don't know what I did before them...and I hope to never find out what I might do without them.