hmm

[bluesatinpixie]

I think I might start writing in here again more regularly .... I feel like I need it ... if for no other reason than to decompress from the day ... I'm thinking of getting a second job, but I think I'll wait until classes and the utter hell that comes with what I did to myself next semester starts ... morning classes, work for 5-6 hours and then a night classes on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday ... if i take the second job, I'll lose my weekends off, add more stress, loss what little free time I have ... but I'll have money and won't have the stress of no money anymore ... I need to think about this more ... I would get a better paying job and solve this problem, but where I work now looks so good on a resume for me .... argggg why can't I find somewhere that actually pays me for all the extra effort I naturally put into it? .... aw well ... hell starts up in 2 weeks and maybe I'll save money simple because I won't have time to go out anymore ....

on another note ... I'm still floating on a high from the other night ... I simple adore that boy and the way he makes me feel :)