X-mas Entry
Godammit...almost all my entries were accidentally erased...sometimes my fucking friends can be so stoops...everything...gone....everything but one entry...how lame is that? oh well...
My NAPALM ORANGE hair has faded to a meek sherbert...that pisses me right off too...I stretched my tongue to a 6 gauge (that hurt.)It looks savage tho...my parents thus far have not failed at making this years xmas unique, I woke up to "GOD DAMMIT JIM!!! (my fathers name.) The dog lifted its leg and peed right in front of me!" I could see the terrified eyes of my orange pomerainian...
My girlfriend and i had to sleep in the livingroom, my father so nicely put it at the dinner table "Your mother and i are the only people allowed to have sex in this house!!!"
The dog hadn't peed, i guess he hurt his leg in the middle of the night or something, and he holds it up when he walks, but it looks like he's about to tinkle if he's standing still...
"Rex" (short for "anoREXia") got thrown outside for ten minutes before we knew what the problem was.
Incase you havent gathered, my parents are very strange...my friends can all atest, afterall, where do you think i got it from, Vicki (my wifey) once told me that she understood me so much better after meeting the folks that raised me. I adore my strange, yet very caring and functionable family.
In about an hour were gunna go see my cousin, Sean who is constantly in the hospital, battling Cystic Fibrosis, a terminal illness that has no known cure. Sean is holding on firmly, but despite how much he wants to live, his body seems to disagree...
Sean told me that 98 percent of C.F. patients dont live past 15 years of age, Sean is twenty...
I was told last week it wouldnt be much longer... Sean seems to be grateful for his life, he has the spirit that could never die, even after he does... Sean is comming to depth with his own demise, yet still has a genuine smile on his face, he looks at the world with such intense beauty that makes me feel as if my heart were stone, and that i just wish someday i could look at life that way.
My NAPALM ORANGE hair has faded to a meek sherbert...that pisses me right off too...I stretched my tongue to a 6 gauge (that hurt.)It looks savage tho...my parents thus far have not failed at making this years xmas unique, I woke up to "GOD DAMMIT JIM!!! (my fathers name.) The dog lifted its leg and peed right in front of me!" I could see the terrified eyes of my orange pomerainian...
My girlfriend and i had to sleep in the livingroom, my father so nicely put it at the dinner table "Your mother and i are the only people allowed to have sex in this house!!!"
The dog hadn't peed, i guess he hurt his leg in the middle of the night or something, and he holds it up when he walks, but it looks like he's about to tinkle if he's standing still...
"Rex" (short for "anoREXia") got thrown outside for ten minutes before we knew what the problem was.
Incase you havent gathered, my parents are very strange...my friends can all atest, afterall, where do you think i got it from, Vicki (my wifey) once told me that she understood me so much better after meeting the folks that raised me. I adore my strange, yet very caring and functionable family.
In about an hour were gunna go see my cousin, Sean who is constantly in the hospital, battling Cystic Fibrosis, a terminal illness that has no known cure. Sean is holding on firmly, but despite how much he wants to live, his body seems to disagree...
Sean told me that 98 percent of C.F. patients dont live past 15 years of age, Sean is twenty...
I was told last week it wouldnt be much longer... Sean seems to be grateful for his life, he has the spirit that could never die, even after he does... Sean is comming to depth with his own demise, yet still has a genuine smile on his face, he looks at the world with such intense beauty that makes me feel as if my heart were stone, and that i just wish someday i could look at life that way.