i've known ugliness
I feel a mixture of justification and guilt for my last entry. Justification because i feel that my concerns are legitimate, but guilt because 1) i am not mortally wounded, so should i really be complaining? and 2) that's not how Jesus would have handled his anger. But i am not Jesus; i'll just try harder to be like Him and remember that life goes on. A good night's sleep (dream) always does the trick. And i woke up to an IM from sophia at 3am saying that it was good i left because she just saw the most disturbing movie she's ever seen in her life.