aww today
well i got some of the well deserved sleep ive been needing. i slept untill 12:30. kats bed is the shit. it always has been. got up showered, ate, felt sick, went to see trevor on his lunch, then meet with kat after school. we blasted down to O-side then to Carlsbad. went to a few shops. we also discovered that this little shop that sold bathing suits went under. the little old man was classic. no matter what you put on or looked at youd hear from across the shop. "Yes,yes it looks good on you"/"Yes,yes it will look good on you". we returned to the house then i took off for a hour to see trevor. now this is when things started to go bad. he kept making jokes about me having a boyfriend or calling guys for when trevor wasnt around. at first i just smiled and laughed and said ya right. then it started to sound serious. and i left for oside. then i called him to tell him that i wasnt comming back to go fishing with him and travis. then i dont know what happend but i said ya guys are comming down but what i meant was that france a single guy was comming down to spend time with kat. after i corrected myself he started to bring up that shity oh its not cheating if its different area codes. i couldnt tell if he was kidding or not but some of the stuff he said just left me speachless. i couldnt even say anything. and then he asked if i was speachless because i had a guilty conscience. i almost cryed. i dont know if this whole thing is my fault or his or both. please help me someone. its probably mine because i said guys in the first place. or if hes just over reacting. and hes tired and getting sick, and had a few drinks. i dont know but it hurts. thats all i know. just give me some help.