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Sunday after getting packed i left Houston. I made a stop in Silsbee and then in Centerville to stop and visit John’s Dad. I had a short little talk with my ‘rents as they were busy doing other things. Mr. C and I had a little heart to heart and a little laughter. I then drove back home to BTR.
Work Monday was horrible, I was written up for Performance/Sales. I was out on Beneifits on Sept because of my surgury, i was told i was going to be taken out for the month, apparently i wasn’t so my YTD numbers suffered being out for a month. I worked hard as hell in Oct, but with no inflowing money from Sept i think i did damn well get 90% of my numbers (in contrast in Apr when i was out for 2 weeks i only made 60%) TO me it doesn’t help that the goals keep increasing higher and higher it like its a lost cause.
The rest of the day was just fowl. I came home home and started working on my Basic Electronics course from work. I feel like i am under a little presure to try and get outside before i lose this position within the company. From what i see i have prolly til sometime @ the end of January or Early Feb before the company is going to make a move again.
I didn’t sleep well Monday Night/Tuesday Morning. I woke up and went into work for my half day. I had to schedule my Physical Test & Drive to New Orleans to take a company test @ 11a. I left work @ 2p yesterday for a Dr Appt. Once i was finished there i then drove to NOLA to pick up my friend from one of my mobile chat groups. We had a little drive around Metairie and New Orleans, i really only got to showcase the CBD and French Quarter. We had dinner near Jackson Square, and had a little trip down Bourbon. I then dropped him off at the hotel. I feel it was a great chance and setting in which to meet someone i’ve known online for a little over a year and 3 months.
There rest of life has been running through my head so much. I am a bit anxious when i am at work now. I really miss John alot, it doesn’t help i really feel like we spent more time together anyways. Another little side bar is my financial state i’m doing alright, but i am teatering on the brink for about a week because of a few things i had to take care of. I will work through these little obsticales, not soon enough however, I just have to keep pressing until it has all passed.
Off to work…
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