Alas, it is not.
I deleted what I first wrote. It was disgusting. I didn't think at all.
Stating the point immediately: I don't know if I can do this.
This equals … school and study and life and emotions and the future and technology and college and university, sports, studies, more studies, self defense and all the things that're currently ongoing and I have no idea how to use my hands right now. They're so tired.
Maybe it gets better quickly. Maybe it takes time. Maybe it takes a lot of time. I wouldn't know. Only in a perfect world.
Alas, this is not a perfect world.
Stating the point immediately: I don't know if I can do this.
This equals … school and study and life and emotions and the future and technology and college and university, sports, studies, more studies, self defense and all the things that're currently ongoing and I have no idea how to use my hands right now. They're so tired.
Maybe it gets better quickly. Maybe it takes time. Maybe it takes a lot of time. I wouldn't know. Only in a perfect world.
Alas, this is not a perfect world.