The burning
The two crews and I just got back from teh beach. I'm sorry you guys if you feel that you were there for nothing. I had my fun and most of you didn't hav yers. I had a headache too from the whole night, mostly because the waiting. The bon fire was only a burning. My cuz and his homiez took pretty long waiting for Kat. They told me that they were gunna HEAD OUT at 8. A messed up night for all of us but it won't happen anytime soon cuz our next hang-out is gunna be a SIX FLAGS!!! and i won't have to leave at freakin 6 o clock, like last time. I didn't even get to go on Goliath...that's how bad that day was. Since my chain with that girl who i felt kept me away from my friends and meeting the ONE for me is unhooked now, it's time to have some fun and find that girl I've been dreamin of and I think it's someone I already know, just not sure who cuz my dream was like a movie; couldn't see the whole shit. Well, I'm out for now and sry to those who lost precious time today and went home bored, cuz i stayed at the beach and it was FREAKIN CHILL. outz y'all...
(pictures are here!!!):
starting the "bon fire"
(thats not my finger) Everybody, JOIN IN!!!
LOOK!!!!! she's the only one burning in the picture
You cant see it that well but I'm the only one left on the picture now
Everything else goes with it
The frog's getting curious and touches the flame
Look at what the stupid frog did to itself
Gotta let it burn (LIKE THIS!!!!)
Me, proud of having my life back and hanging out with my cuz's crew and my homegurl'z crew. Some of you are prolly proud of me anyway. There ya go!. More pix later on during the summer. Just watch how much happier I am now...
//add-on
The only people I have cried to and/or for was my family and her. To tell you the truth, I don't even know why I cried for her. She would write about all of these other guys and she should've knew that it made me feel very uncomfortable. This may be the only time that I'll ever do this. We both had our doubts and lies to start off with and it will only get better when its over and there's one thing for sure, I'll never lie to my friends. I wasn't even WITH her. It was all a prank gone too far. I had that on my mind the whole time. If she was gunna write about her fetish for these other guys, then the game was still on. And she insults me from the fact that I live in a household that is less wealthy than hers. She thinks that there is no other success than through money. But I win by getting to where I'm going and I'm going there for my grampa, my family, and my friends.
(pictures are here!!!):
starting the "bon fire"
(thats not my finger) Everybody, JOIN IN!!!
LOOK!!!!! she's the only one burning in the picture
You cant see it that well but I'm the only one left on the picture now
Everything else goes with it
The frog's getting curious and touches the flame
Look at what the stupid frog did to itself
Gotta let it burn (LIKE THIS!!!!)
Me, proud of having my life back and hanging out with my cuz's crew and my homegurl'z crew. Some of you are prolly proud of me anyway. There ya go!. More pix later on during the summer. Just watch how much happier I am now...
//add-on
The only people I have cried to and/or for was my family and her. To tell you the truth, I don't even know why I cried for her. She would write about all of these other guys and she should've knew that it made me feel very uncomfortable. This may be the only time that I'll ever do this. We both had our doubts and lies to start off with and it will only get better when its over and there's one thing for sure, I'll never lie to my friends. I wasn't even WITH her. It was all a prank gone too far. I had that on my mind the whole time. If she was gunna write about her fetish for these other guys, then the game was still on. And she insults me from the fact that I live in a household that is less wealthy than hers. She thinks that there is no other success than through money. But I win by getting to where I'm going and I'm going there for my grampa, my family, and my friends.