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[bluepaperflower]

i helped the john move out today.
i have panic attacks almost every day.
i have stopped eating and sleeping.
i am happy that it is summer.
i don't have any internet access.
i don't have any money.
i am full time at taboo.
i can't ever make my roommate happy.
i am saving up for furniture and a future.

i can't breathe.
i just ate a giant sandwich.

cross your fingers for me.