Dec 18, 2010 15:55
I AM TROUBLED. I feel like the universe is trying to tell me something. I was thinking about it in the shower yesterday. I think the universe is trying to point me towards something female related that goes against what's common, normal, and standard, I guess what the majority is? I enrolled into an all female residential college/residence hall, I joined an all female guild in an online game and due to some random coincidences I became the leader of that guild. There are other signs that I've forgotten at the moment. Anyway I've come to the conclusion that the signs that the universe have showed me are telling me that I might possibly break some barriers regarding feminism and equal rights for women/ do something big regarding the feminist movement or that I am destined to be lesbian... or both. This doesn't make any sense though. b/c I hated my woman's class with a burning passion that originated in the flaming fires of hell. I would rather laze around at home and do nothing while my partner brings in all the dough and have them purchase everything that I want. But that will never happen because my ideal way of living, if I don't win the lottery is, marrying someone rich. Where the hell am I going to find a rich person to get cozy with? I don't have connections like that. Maybe I'm just over analyzing everything and being paranoid. I swear I come up with the weirdest thoughts in the shower, I think the water is tainted and all the steam I inhale is causing me to always think up something funny and strange.
I have a feeling this post will comeback to bite me in the ass one day.
Dynasty Warriors Online (DWO) has been going great for me. I'm a Support General now and my guld is ranked 39 on the top 50 list. I hope to possibly get to the top 20 during break. That being said I'm going to be playing everyday during break! I'm going to lock myself in my room and play. That's my way of relaxing. I think I'll be able to make it to Rear General by next week and a half. I'm still looking for other online games to play, one that's similar to conquer online. I started playing War of Angels but I don't like the movement and camera system/mechanics--it annoys me.
G-dragon and T.O.P (my Korean boyfriend) recently released two songs that they collaborated on, High High and Oh Yeah. High High took me a while to get into, but I guess i like it now. The English in the song ruined it for me because it sounds so corny.... just like most foreign songs i guess after all those songs aren't marketed towards native english speakers so we don't really matter. If we like their songs it's a plus for them, more fandom and possibly more single and album sales but if we don't like their songs then it doesn't affect them, they didn't gain anything or lose anything either. Going back on topic, I really like Oh Yeah and I love Park Bom's added vocals in it too. I love her voice. Their album will be released on Christmas eve of this year.
Woo that's a lot! Did I mention it's finals week. Trying to procrastinate from studying as much as possible.
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paranoia,
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