sniffles aint no fun

Sep 12, 2008 12:11

am i dying of some rare cancer thats only symptom is a sniffley nose? i even stopped snorting things! which... is a joke btw. i DO still do that. geez.

i dont wanna go to work today. im in bed and its 12:13 and all i want to do is go back to bed. ive been tired and dragging lately. all i ever want to do is hide in bed. is that wrong? i think it probably is. im so nervous- waiting for my landlord to take out the rent check that doesnt have funding in my bank account. i am so fucked. soooo fucked.

i wanted to go to the motion city soundtrack concert tonight but i am poor. and i no longer have car insurance for the same reason. and im living a constant life of holding back tears and im sort of sick of it. no joke. no lie.

i want another tattoo. of what, i am unsure. maybe some song lyrics and maybe on my wrist or foot. or who knows. these things cost money and i have many more important things that need my financial attention, such as driving legal and having an apt to live in and also coming up with $250 for pti on october 1st. life is pain.

how did i get here?
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