This doesn't feel right.

[blueguitarist]

I'm writting this entry somewhat late. I just got off the fone with Kenny. When I was talking to him earlier tonight he was telling me about how he kept thinking and considering about us taking abreak. Because we're far apart. Because neither of us have ever been with anyone else. Because we felt that if we never tried then we would always regret and wonder what it would be like. And to see if we truly loved one another and were meant to be. For those of u who had a money in the pool for 6 months, congradulations the pot is yours. I guess it hasn't really hit me yet. Granted, I cried, but not like I thought I would. Tomorrow is the first day. I'm gonna try really hard not to cry.
I know you guys are probably flipped or worried, but how many thought it was truly gonna last? Time is a killer.

PS. I changed my icon......figured I should.