Why did you have to be so wonderful?

[blueeyedgal]

Falling into an everlasting spiral
Or just following a neverending circle
Doomed to a sick and twisted fate
Never to find a moment of truth
Trying to cope with the realization
that it happened again
and I let it happen
I'm stupid
and foolish
to ever think he'd call
to think he'd keep a simple promise
pick up your phone
dial my number
it doesn't seem that hard
but apparently
it is
God forbid I should ever find a decent guy
instead of the fucking assholes I keep running into
I'm sorry, but I'm sick and tired of it
I'M DONE!
I can't take it
I'm just not built for it
Do you know how hard it is to stay strong when all you want to do is cry?
Just pretend like you don't care
Just send the pain below
Nothing hurts and nothing bleeds with covers tucked in tight
So pull them in
and pretend you don't feel
Just pretend
to make them all happy
Just pretend
That your happy
Cause if there's one thing I've learned
is that the truth
really
doesn't
matter