Apr 30, 2005 15:02
i hear a voice say 'dont be s0 blind'
it's telling me all these things,
that'd u would probaly hide..
am i y0ur..one and only desire..
am i the reas0n you breathe..
0r am i the reas0n y0u cry?
So lately has been pretty much gay.. Schools almost over..which i mean i'm happy ab0ut but i'm not cause im gunna be so fucking bored..i kno im going to orlando for a few days in june..then i'm working for the rest. How fun right? Not. Fucking shyam just HAS to leaveeeee..ugh. whatever. I can't wait till next year though.. i get to drive to school =) lol ha w/e six months. oh wells i think i`ll manage. I got free tints on my car..and UGH there not even dark cause they didn't have 20's only 30's..so there gay as fuck..but it's better than nothing..so i gotta save up for new tints just b/c i have leather and it's black..and it`l be SO hot..so tints wil help a lot..and then i gotta save for rims cause mine are ugly as fuck..and i could still use them for my future cars..lol so ya.. uhmmm...
s0 yesterday was b0ring as hell too... i didn't do jack shit when i got home..and then later on shyam came over for an hour and i found my brothers old skates and a long board ha..ya so we went out side and he skated and i tried to well move the dam thing but that didn't work...but funny thing is shyam was skating towards me while i was on my stake board and he's like hugging me and i lost balance and he lost balance..and lol ya..we both fell...well actually my knee fell in well, his jewels =) lol poor thing..he was like crying so i ran inside and got him some ice haha..soooo funnnyyy...but i felt so bad..but i couldn't help not t0 laugh..ha..sooooo ya....then he left..and i wanted to go to bl0ckbuster so i did that..and rented two movies and got an icecream..then shyam was eating next door so i went and said hi and talked and blah blah..went home and watched a movie..and fell asleep..how interesting right? sike. Then today i'm not doing anything not even at night. cause shyams family is over..and shit like that so im not gunna see him today and tomorrow. so my wweeekend is fucking gunna be so boring. oh well. I have fucking so much sch0ol shit to do anyways man..FUCK school. ugh. But anyways..im gunna go..write later.
xxo
<3kc
I wish i were p e r f e c t.