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well I have been thinking... and I am starting to think that maybe waiting for david for the one millionth time, isnt a good idea. maybe i should try to find someone else who can make me as happy as he can. (I doubt someone can but it never hurt to try, i mean look at how easily i was replaced, maybe i can replace him too) I mean I would give my own life for david, but someone times its almost as if I am not even there anymore. I guess I am saying that I feel invisible and that I cant even compare to whoever this melissa chick is. I mean if he loves me and then just changes his mind and gets with melissa so easily, then who is to say he wont do it IF we are together? I hate feeling like this.... but then again... what is the point of loving someone and doing anything for them, if you wont stay by his side no matter what happens? I dont know anymore... DANNY!!! HELP ME!!!!