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Oct 06, 2005 00:14

i am heaven sent,
don't you dare forget.
i am all you've ever wanted,
what all the other boys all promised.
sorry i told. i just needed you to know.
i think in decimals and dollars.
i am the cause to all your problems,
shelter from cold. we are never alone.
coordinate brain and mouth.
then ask me whats it like to have
myself so figured out.
i wish i knew..
i hope this song starts a craze.
the kind of song that ignites the airwaves.
the kind of song that makes people glad
to be where they are,
with whoever they're there with.
this is war.
every line is about,
who i don't wanna write about anymore.
hope you come down with something
they can't diagnose, don't have the cure for.
holding on to your grudge.
oh its so hard to have someone to love.
and keeping quiet is hard.
cuz you cant keep a secret
if it never was a secret to start.
at least pretend you didn't wanna get caught..
we're concentrating on falling apart.
we were contenders, we're throwing the fight
but i just wanna believe, i just wanna believe,
i just wanna believe, in us.
Oh, we're so c-c-c-c-c-controversial.
we are entirely smooth.
we admit to the truth,
we are the best at what we do.
and these are the words you wish you wrote down.
this is the way you wish your voice sounds,
handsome and smart.
oh my tongue's the only muscle on my body
that works harder than my heart.
and its all from watching tv,
and from speeding up my breathing.
wouldnt stop if i could.
oh it hurts to be this good.
you're holding on to your grudge.
oh it hurts to always have to be honest
with the one that you love.
oh, so let it go..

new update. a little more cheery then the last one. I was checking my email and was surprised to receive an email from my best friend. i haven't heard from her in weeks and i was quite sure she may have been mad at me. its reasons of not seeing her that i kick myself in the ass for not accepting enrollment at The University of Akron. I had plans of attending there so we could see each other more often. Now i just pray that we arn't growing apart. I know truly at times she is the only one that can understand my ass. why the fuck did i settle for OSU?? it was so nice opening mail from her. i swear i never actually get emails from her anymore. i miss her. she is so obber cute.
If you read this Natalie like i gather you might, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE IT SELF!!
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