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So im really contemplating ways of getting out of this apartment. i know if im stuck living here over the winter i am going to kill myself. im here for less than 24 hours and i want to off myself...literally. I feel like the dad in Amityville horror when he goes off his rocker and decides to kill everyone. But in this case the walls are telling me to kill myself and i don't have access to a basement. Its so claustriphobic here and i have no one around. my nearest friends (you people) live like a fucking hour away and when im home i hear from no one. i go insane. Its for my health i need the fuck out.