Sep 07, 2006 21:03
AHHHHH things keep going wrong. It's not even a heavy workload. Just.. things keep colliding. Happenstance. Everything's randomly occuring. Stupid coincidences that usually shouldn't matter but do. Just because it's piling. And it's not even that much. Just.. the weight of the thought itself.
I'm not making any sense.
For one my program keeps crashing. It was working fine earlier, I added new code, it died. I restarted my computer thinking that was the problem, but no. Still death. Deleted all the new code and for a second, the window didn't freeze. The next time I ran it, it died. And I just don't know what the problem is. Can't even get the 2-D image I'd previously drawn cuz again, the crashing. Something in my program's dead, but I don't know what it is! And it's not like I can recode it. Nice to know that a week of coding was completely worthless cuz nothing worked. It's slightly depressing. Damn you Tommy! *shakefist* He's already done, basically! Got the tank drawn and moving. Damn.
Then there's all this resume submissions. A lot of companies for on-grounds interviewing want cover letters. They're a bitch to write, so I kinda gave up on the first one. I need to write them, though, cuz a lot of them are Richmond-based companies. Why does Richmond want cover letters?? Why?!?! Not to mention my resume's a piece of crap anyway. Whatever. I submitted to about 7 or 8 companies for preliminary interviews. Info sessions or something. I just need to get myself out there and get things done.
And my stupid fricken cat demolished my bamboo! Like, not even just chewed a leaf. She completely ATE the entire thing. All the leaves on ALL THREE stalks. WTF?! I'd beat her if she was smart enough to realize what she'd done. I spent a year getting them that green! Fuck.
Things keep going wrong. Things keep popping up.
I DON'T EVEN HAVE THAT MUCH HOMEWORK OMG WTF.
Combinations of things. The suck. I need to build myself a computer. And get my program fixed. And get some cover letters.
Someone write me cover letters T_T
job hunt,
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programming,
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