Sinking.

[bluebellrock]

Getting depressed. First time in months. No reason and lots of reasons. Mostly it's chemical. Everything's an effort. This is. Asked Todd to feed budgies before he left 'cos doing it yesterday was too much for me. A simple task with a big invisible obstacle between me and it. Getting warm now we're halfway into spring. Having trouble keeping fluids up. Inertia keeps me from the fridge where the cold filtered water is. Had a smoothie (strawberries, soy milk, low-fat plain yoghurt, honey) and a sandwich (sesame bread, pastrami, lettuce, rocket, parsley, mayonnaise, mushroom-flavoured cheese spread, avocado) and that should do me till dinner. Don't want to do anything but don't want to do nothing. Slept well for once. Let me find a picture to spice this post up.




There. A pencil sharpener from the 1950s.