it doesnt get any easier
devin left on sunday. i think that was one of the hardest days of my life, and i know it was worse for him. i cant even imagine having to leave alana like that. im doing better today, but mostly im just trying to keep myself busy. nighttimes are definitely the worst. its so hard to get used to sleeping alone again. hopefully the time will go by as fast as its been going by, and hell be back soon. i miss him so much already....i love you more than anything baby, and im thinking about you all the time.