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Well unfortunately life still hasnt been good since the last post. Today I think i was an accident waiting to happen, and I WAS. so my mom called me out early because I wasnt really feeling good and I didnt really feel like eating school lunch because then it would just get worse. so i got home and my mom made me lunch and I was on my way back to school and what do you know...I get into a fucking car accident. im not racist or anything so please dont get offended...but why cant hatians fucking DRIVE?! heres how it went: im driving behind this guy and the light starts to turn yellow at the intersection and I have more than enough time to pass through the intersection. all of a sudden this asshole decides hes not going and he slams on his breaks right in the middle of the intersection causing me to slam of my breaks so i dont hit him. so the lady that was driving behind me slammed on her breaks, crashing into the back of my car. i start flipping out and jump out of my car and start yelling at the guy that caused all this. btw, who was on his fucking cell phone. he rolled down his window while talking on the phone acting like nothing ever happend. I was like "are you going to fucking pull over cause you're the one that caused this fucking accident!!!" hes like "I didnt do anything!!!" and rolled up his window..when the light turned green he went!!! i got his lisence plate. the poor girl behind me was crying and going crazy. i felt so bad for her. her whole front end was smashed inward. luckily everyone is ok but she has to pay for my damage since she hit me. it couldve went worse so im happy im alive!

i swear, im having like the worst week ever. Gradbash better be fucking orgasmic or something to make up for all the shit ive been through this week. so yea, thats why i wasnt in band today. well mike is coming home with some free carrabbas food since he works there. thanks for the advice you guys gave me... but for some reason i have a hard time actually doing it. i really want this relationship to work and ive never realized how stubborn i was until now!!!