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I just got home from work and its almost 11. Im so sick of doing this shit everyday! It's getting so old...I'm tired of busting my ass and getting the shittiest pay ever! I dont know what happend to me, I was always very studious. Now, i'm just a fucking loser with shitty ass grades!!! I just want to give up...Im failing trig...who does that? I just have to make up like 3 tests and Im done..but unfortunately I need to find time to do that.
My relationship with Mike is rocky and it's all my fault. I don't know anyone that is a bigger bitch than I am!!! He treats me like a fucking princess and I feel like I pay him back with pretty much nothing. All I do is find a way to get mad...and it's over the dumbest things!! Sometimes, I just wish he would break up with me because he deserves so much better. Maybe it would make me realize that I need a reality check and life isn't all about Samantha. I always hated girls like that and i'm starting to turn into my own enemy!!!
Im going to bed. No time for hw, no time to practice, no time to eat!!! Goodnight
p.s. my mom wants me to work in the pharmacy with her as a new job. I would get much better pay, but if you were in my shoes, would you really want to work with your mom all day? I need advice.
My relationship with Mike is rocky and it's all my fault. I don't know anyone that is a bigger bitch than I am!!! He treats me like a fucking princess and I feel like I pay him back with pretty much nothing. All I do is find a way to get mad...and it's over the dumbest things!! Sometimes, I just wish he would break up with me because he deserves so much better. Maybe it would make me realize that I need a reality check and life isn't all about Samantha. I always hated girls like that and i'm starting to turn into my own enemy!!!
Im going to bed. No time for hw, no time to practice, no time to eat!!! Goodnight
p.s. my mom wants me to work in the pharmacy with her as a new job. I would get much better pay, but if you were in my shoes, would you really want to work with your mom all day? I need advice.