Don't read this if ya hate whining

Dec 22, 2005 20:35

a bit peeved...

I'm feeling a bit hacked off at the moment.

I don't think the band like me any more and i don't know why. I've got this horrible whiny feeling that it might be some sort of professional jealousy but that's stupid - they've been gigging for years and i don't even possess an amp. I just think they feel a bit hacked off when i turn up on a thursday, sing without any rehearsal and manage to shut the (phenomenally noisy) audience up. They are reluctant to help me learn new stuff so i feel stuck in a rut doing the same old stuff. I wish I could play an instrument but i'm honest enough to admit that i cannot play anything. I have NO musical talent whatsoever. No co-ordination at all.

I'd really like to go to nemesis but i can't. There's an extra bit to this that i don't want to go into so i won't. I don't want to impose on my friends. I have been invited to go by someone but i don't entirely trust their motives so i'd rather not.

Gorgeous bloke has now ignored 2 emails. Major sulk on about that.

I'm lonelleeeeeeee

yeah that'll do for my whine.

ttfn

xxx
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