Aug 09, 2006 13:35
I have been putting this off for a very long time. But the more I think about it, the better it would feel to say these things.
Ten Things to Say to Ten Different People
1. I truly and deeply love you. There are only two people on this earth whom I feel this love and you are certainly one of them. You are so far away, but I feel we will always be together.
2. I know it was in high school, but I really wish I would have made the move. I really wish I would have told you how I felt and maybe things would have happened differently.
3. You are the other person that I love deeply and truly. We inspire each other and I think that is quite amazing.
4. I'm gay. And pretending that it's a phase that I will merely outgrow someday is foolish and insulting. I will give you the time you need to come to terms with this, but I will not back down simply because you proclaim MY sexuality is YOUR burden. That is absurd.
5. I'm sorry I gave up on you, but your lack of sanity at the time just pushed me out. You are a good person and I wish you well, but I fear we are too different to be very close friends. Although, I must say that I enjoy watching you change and grow as of late. Continue.
6. I have trouble figuring out whether or not I am attracted to you. Sometimes I want desparately for you to notice me and then other times I simply could not care less of what you think. I think you have a very beautiful soul and that you will find the guy of your dreams. I hope you always are able to see the beauty in life and that you never cease to have inspiration
7. We have to work very hard at our friendship. We have to do this because we are quite different from each other. But I think as long as we are able to respect each other's differences, we'll be friends for a very long time. You are a beautiful human being with an extremely artistic soul. Never be afraid to show this part of yourself to others.
8. You are beautiful and don't let anyone tell you to settle for anything less than what you deserve.
9. I quite honestly don't like you. I wish you would go away. You are far more manipulative than is humanly necessary and your self-righteousness is absolutely despicable. I do not see beauty in you. You use your "spirituality" to cover up your banal love for the petty and the shallow. Over time, I hope I will change my perception of you.
10. I wish I could trust you more. But I can't help but feel you have done me harm. I don't want to blame you, but I feel that I must.