(no subject)
It was yesterday I realized, I really haven't been around much. I used to login in here every couple of days, mostly to check up on friends and such, keep up with things you know? Then I realized just how long it's been. I try to keep up with DA, At least loggin in to see if there are messages I should pay attention to, but most of the time I usually end up looking real quick and then logging out to get in class on time. As I speak I only have about fifteen minutes before I have to head out the door to fight with morning traffic to get on campus. Fun stuff, really. But it sorta saddens me. I used to be around a lot more. I'd like to blame it on school, but I'm not sure if it's entirely school's fault. Though I know better than to blame it all on myself anymore, but it makes me feel pretty bad. The usual breaks, (Thanksgiving, winter and spring breaks) didn't exist for me. They were filled with homework, only to come back to school and resume full speed. But when I look back and realize I still have christmas gifts to mail out... yeah, I really feel like I haven't been trying hard enough. Though I've been told that after Freshman year, things lighten up a bit, so that should make things easier on me. I just can't help but feel disappointed in myself, and I'd like to apologize. I've done this probably too many times by now, and if anyone has any advice (besides better time management, I'm still working on that one too) I'm all ears. But as it stands, I have three more weeks of my current year, then a two week mini-mester as they call it, and I'm out for the summer. Maybe I'll finally be around a bit more. Though I know I'll probably be catching up on sleep. Those mini-mesters cram an entire semester into a two week sitting.... that ought to be interesting. Wonder if someone can OD on school?