update... finally
Hey everyone! I know what you’re thinking… “GEEZ Allyson, it took you THIS long to write again?”. Well, actually, it DID take me this long. I have been very busy with a whole bunch of stuff. To catch you up on all the exciting news, I made Dolls.. (WAHOO.. GO ALLY!!) umm, I went to the Dentist for a cleaning and they said no cavities (WAHOO.. GO ALLY!!).. France is coming and its only a month and a couple days away, and Doll Formal and Nikki’s party were awesome. Although Cassie and I failed to receive a date to Doll Formal, we still had the greatest time. That weekend in itself was awesome… I mean, Friday afternoon I found out that I made Dolls, I went to Nikki’s party, came home around midnight, woke up the next morning around noon, went to Cassie’s, got ready for Doll Formal, Bo and Daniel came by to see how gorgeous we looked (and boy, did we look gorgeous) and then we went to Doll Formal. My dad even bought Cassie and I corsages. It was really cool. Totally worth the $35.. I do wish that Nick would have gone, though. It was really disappointing to know that he couldn’t go. Oh well… it was still cool. And then I got home around midnight again, went to sleep, woke up and went to church, and then came home and went directly to the Astro’s game at Minute Maid Park with my family. My mom had special tickets in the … “guess what” section.. Yep, if you guessed the “suite”, then you were correct. We got to sit in the same suite that Roger Clemens and some other players’ families sat in. They are my moms’ customers. It was a load of fun. Then I went home and got ready for the next day at school. So far, everything in my life has been great…
Then come the bad things…..
First of all, friends..
They are really angering me right now….
And you know what I don’t understand?? How can someone's BEST FRIEND betray them for a guy?
(No, I am not referring to Cassie.. Im talking about some other best friend couplette)
So anywho, another thing that I don’t understand and SOMEONE needs to help me understand it better is… I mean, if I have a problem with someone, they will know that I have a problem with them. There will be no “oh, no, im not mad at you, omg, no! I loooove you!” kinda crap.. That doesn’t work for me, if I have a problem with you, I will tell you or else you will already know.. I don’t have problems with people though.. Except one certain person.. And if that certain person has a problem with me, why should they hide it from me? They have nothing to lose, rite? This certain person that I have a problem with is changing my really good friend. She is changing so much..
In so little time..
And I try to stop her…
But everything I do seems to be wrong, or else she just doesn’t listen…
And I don’t know what else to do…
Its like its pointless…
I can only hope that this summer will change that….
Maybe the time that we have in france will be more valuable than I think…
I hope…
Well, other than that, my life is … umm.. How do you put it? Not hopeless, not worthless, not pointless… my life is stable. I have done nothing too terribly wrong, I havent gotten majorly grounded and im still alive, arent I? My g-pa is still in the ICU. My mom says that he is better, I can just hope that he gets out in time. Everytime I watch TV and something comes on that reminds me of him, I get all teary-eyed. Whenever I think about going to Beaumont to visit him, I cry. I cant imagine a life without that. Without the caring Pappa .. Without the Pappa that takes his grandkids out to eat at Ryan’s and who secretly shares his cookies with me when everyone else is asleep. The Pappa that hugs me tightly and whispers how I need to love my mom because if it werent for her, I wouldn’t be here. The Pappa that used to give me that look and made me realize what I did wrong. The Pappa that always spelled my name “Ali” no matter how many times I reminded him that it was two l’s and a y. The Pappa that let me watch TV all day long. The Pappa that let me drive his little red truck in the back of the woods. The Pappa that hid peppermints around the house and told me where he hid them so I could snag a few on the ride home. The Pappa that would let me pick oranges off the tree and take them home with me. The Pappa that got up early and one morning I got up early too and we shared coffee and Rice Crispies together. I miss that already… I cant imagine what life would be like without him.. I wont imagine life without him… because he will get better… all we have to do is pray.. So help pray with me.
Cassie is staying with me this weekend.. Fun fun fun!
Have a good Friday and weekend.. Be safe…
Fall in love…
Have a secret romance….
And enjoy it...
Then come the bad things…..
First of all, friends..
They are really angering me right now….
And you know what I don’t understand?? How can someone's BEST FRIEND betray them for a guy?
(No, I am not referring to Cassie.. Im talking about some other best friend couplette)
So anywho, another thing that I don’t understand and SOMEONE needs to help me understand it better is… I mean, if I have a problem with someone, they will know that I have a problem with them. There will be no “oh, no, im not mad at you, omg, no! I loooove you!” kinda crap.. That doesn’t work for me, if I have a problem with you, I will tell you or else you will already know.. I don’t have problems with people though.. Except one certain person.. And if that certain person has a problem with me, why should they hide it from me? They have nothing to lose, rite? This certain person that I have a problem with is changing my really good friend. She is changing so much..
In so little time..
And I try to stop her…
But everything I do seems to be wrong, or else she just doesn’t listen…
And I don’t know what else to do…
Its like its pointless…
I can only hope that this summer will change that….
Maybe the time that we have in france will be more valuable than I think…
I hope…
Well, other than that, my life is … umm.. How do you put it? Not hopeless, not worthless, not pointless… my life is stable. I have done nothing too terribly wrong, I havent gotten majorly grounded and im still alive, arent I? My g-pa is still in the ICU. My mom says that he is better, I can just hope that he gets out in time. Everytime I watch TV and something comes on that reminds me of him, I get all teary-eyed. Whenever I think about going to Beaumont to visit him, I cry. I cant imagine a life without that. Without the caring Pappa .. Without the Pappa that takes his grandkids out to eat at Ryan’s and who secretly shares his cookies with me when everyone else is asleep. The Pappa that hugs me tightly and whispers how I need to love my mom because if it werent for her, I wouldn’t be here. The Pappa that used to give me that look and made me realize what I did wrong. The Pappa that always spelled my name “Ali” no matter how many times I reminded him that it was two l’s and a y. The Pappa that let me watch TV all day long. The Pappa that let me drive his little red truck in the back of the woods. The Pappa that hid peppermints around the house and told me where he hid them so I could snag a few on the ride home. The Pappa that would let me pick oranges off the tree and take them home with me. The Pappa that got up early and one morning I got up early too and we shared coffee and Rice Crispies together. I miss that already… I cant imagine what life would be like without him.. I wont imagine life without him… because he will get better… all we have to do is pray.. So help pray with me.
Cassie is staying with me this weekend.. Fun fun fun!
Have a good Friday and weekend.. Be safe…
Fall in love…
Have a secret romance….
And enjoy it...