anna as a post-high-school student

Nov 19, 2005 10:04

i feel remarkably discontent considering how i've just finished high-school forever. maybe it's because i feel very doubtful about my exams and think that maybe i'll have to go to tuart next year so i can get into psych. and that really sucks because i know that as soon as i'm actually at uni i'll be fine. i'll be more than fine. i was made for psychology. sure, i might suck at ancient history and maths and stuff, but once i'm doing psych i know i'll be one of the best students there (not because i'm a genius or anything but because i'm so passionate about the subject. it actually means something to me. that, and i'm probably ahead of all the others in my backgroungd reading having read countless case studies and textbooks).

so in short, i don't want to go to tuart. what would be the point? it's just a flaw in the system. in my opinion. all students should be allowed to go to uni, and then they ust get kicked out if they don't do well enough. that way the peole who really deserve to be there will be there, and the people who don't really have a knack for psychology at all but just got in on their TER won't take up valuable uni places.

still, i don't feel too negative about all this because as long as i care about the subject, i'll do everything i need to to get in. and now, onto more important matters, such as bikini shopping!!! which is exactly what i'm doing today with sarah. if i don't forget to catch my bus because i'm too busy updating here...

oh, and my new approach to food: i will never put anything in my mouth that is no of the very best quality. so no more junk food. only delicious gourmet stuff and exotic fruits, and things like that. there are so many delightful foods available that i do wonder why we all stuff ourselves full of mediocre junk. call me elitist, but i just can't see the point when i can have lychees and dates and smoked salmon and all that other delectable food around. so this means more enjoyment, less fat, less processed food that you never can really know the content of.

ok, i'm going now. really...
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