Thanatos

This is generally what I think about while I'm riding roller coasters and the like.

I am very much ready for this semester to be over. Just two exams today and one friday and I'll be done ( Read more... )

I want another cigarette,
The thought floats through my conscious mind.
But really, I know I don't.
I want a simple act or motion which, by completing, will absolve me of any stress or emotional distress currently gnawing at my insides.
I don't want another cigarette.
I want to be happy.
And I wish being happy was as easy as lighting another

Tonight I saw Court.
He probably won't miss me.
He's going to Ohio.

There was a sort of "End of Our Freedom" party at Jesse's house today. Went there. Saw many friends. Saw Court. It's the last time I'll see him for an unascertainable amount of time. He leaves bright and early tomorrow for Ohio ( Read more... )