I'm in Love *
Title: I'm in Love
Author: blubtrflynflats
Word count: 1193
Pairing: Siwon and Sooyoung, my Tall February 10 pair.
Rating: G
Summary: Just when you the music video was over, everything just started.
Author's Notes: Sooyoung is on crack! Kidding. ;) This around the time Hoot MV was filmed. Entirely Sooyoung's POV, written while I was overdosing myself with Narsha's I'm in Love and SNSD's Hoot.
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“Cut!”
I heard the director say and with that, I got out of my trance. You touched my shoulder, and when I looked around, you shot me a smile. Everything’s in place, this was exactly how I played it in my head - except for the part that this was for our music video and not in my reality.
I think I might have thought those last words out loud because right now you’re looking at me puzzled - you might be thinking I’m an idiot. (Which I am, actually.) I’m an idiot because you always manage to catch me off-guard looking at you like a kid who just got inside a candy store (I’d like that by the way, being surrounded by candy.) - it’s a crazy comparison, but who cares. I’m as crazy as it gets.
The whole crew except the 8 crazies (Sorry girls, I love you. They had to leave earlier. And besides, who needs them here. This is the last scene! Our scene! Hah!) clapped their hands for us - the girls mostly for you because black was made for your skin. (Wait, anything looks good on you.) Being the gentleman that you are, you bowed and gestured for me to do the same - which I didn’t, because I was too caught up in the scene that I didn’t want to end.
I finally managed to catch my breath and came up with the wittiest thing I could say at the moment,
“I’m good, aren’t I?” (Heh. Brilliant, I know.)
You laughed - I SWEAR TO GOD I MAY JUST DIE WITH THE SOUND OF YOUR LAUGHTER - and then you stopped.
“Good job here today. We might have to do this again! Except you act in our music video.” And there goes that smile that made me curse your dentist. I could only pout and say, “Only if you feed me well!” (“As expected of our Sooyoungie!” I could almost hear Yuri say. Yuri-voice, get out of my head!)
The crew was packing up and we were told to leave first. It was the first time the both of us will be leaving for anything together - and probably the last. (Note to self: Absorb the details for the girls’ consumption later.) Good thing our manager was busy with the other 8 so your manager offered to bring me to the dorm.
Everything was a blur when I sat down across you in your van. I honestly felt suffocated by the moment. I liked it, but my body didn’t like it - overseas activities are taking toll on my body! Why right now, why.
“Is anything wrong?”
Everything is wrong. I’m supposed to have the time of my life right now, but my body is giving up on me. I nervously reached for my phone and popped my earphones. Shuffle function on. (People are quite surprised of my song selections. Hey, a girl has to have her drama on!)
You shifted in your seat and looked at me again. It seemed like you were thinking of doing something but wasn’t sure what it was. (All these observations while I was in semi-pain. Good job, Choi Sooyoung.)
You got up and sat beside me.
Oh great. Right now I’m feeling queasy and the song isn’t helping.
“Ah, I'm in love
Ah, I fall in love
두렵지 않네요 그대와 함께라면
세상은 너무 아름답죠”
“Are you really okay?”
I could only give out a helpless sigh.
I am not okay. I think I’ll never be, unless I get this lump out of my throat and have the guts to say, “Hey, I like you!” (Even in my standards, that sounds too desperate.) … Or get my body to sit still.
“Hyung, can you drive a little slower?”
I could feel my eyes become heavier with each turn nearing my dorm. I think you got the hint so you placed my head on your shoulder. Thank you, gentleman Choi.
(I wished for a traffic jam to happen, but trust Seoul’s traffic system to be oh-so-reliable.)
A good 5 minutes have passed before any of us could say anything.
“Must be the preparations?”
“Everything - Japan promotions, our comeback stage, the interviews. There are a lot of things going on for us right now.”
“You’ll get used to it. You’ll miss it when you’re sitting in your dorm doing nothing.”
“Hah. I’ll tell you how I’ll feel when we get actual rest.”
Ah, Mr. Perfection. Why do you have a way with me? I feel my insides churning with your words. As a senior, you have to encourage your juniors, right? Hah. But I bet you’ve said that to the others. I don’t feel special anymore. Boo-hoo.
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The next thing I know, the girls were huddling towards me, but all I could see was the dorm’s ceiling.
I don’t exactly know how to put into words how I feel right now. I’m extremely embarrassed that I passed out on your shoulders and that you had to carry me to the room, yet extremely pleased that I passed out on your shoulders and that you had to carry me to the room.
“She’s a little … tired.”
A LITTLE TIRED? Come on, even you don’t believe that. Hah. Way to go making the girls feel better, Mr. Choi.
This reminds me of the time you saved me from Sungmin’s water wrath - only to be smothered with Sungmin’s revenge. You should have seen Sungmin’s disbelief. You actually pushed your band mate for me - for ME. Choi Sooyoung. ME. I think I’ve done a lot of good in my past life.
And as always, I think you heard my thoughts because my flashback was interrupted by your words.
“You’re awake.”
It startled me and I squirmed a little in your arms and we fell down on my bed.
Yoona was about to get inside, “Get a room, will you!”
With which Taeyeon answered, “They already are in one. Haha!”
The girls laughed at our rather uncomfortable position.
“Sorry.”
Again, I could only sigh. I am too tired to make anything witty at the moment and it’s okay being laughed at once in a while for a change. (TaeYeon and YooNa, I’ll have my day.)
We end up laughing and then you stood up and fixed yourself - as if there’s anything that could possibly be wrong about you.
“Hyung’s probably waiting downstairs.”
“Uh-huh. Thank you, and sorry.”
With all the strength that is left of me, I hugged you - albeit weakly. You hugged me back.
“Go to sleep. Your flight’s early tomorrow, right?”
Oh shoot. Japan. No seeing you for days!
(Wait what. How did you know that?)
And like the mind reader you are, “I heard from manager hyung. Your schedule’s tight!”
Yeah right, Choi Siwon. If I didn’t know better, I’d you’re stalking me us.
“Good night.”
“Good night, Sooyoungie. If you do pass out again, call me.”
“Next time, I’m calling Brad Pitt.”
“You wish.”
Sorry if I was taking the song literally Mr. Choi.
Faking fainting was a piece of cake. ;)
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Song translation: I'm in love, I fall in love. There's no way around it, I can't hide my heart - you're so beautiful.
In a fancam taken during SMTown2010, Siwon saved Sooyoung from Sungmin's water attack - TOO CUTE. *O*