Today....
I'm actually feeling better than i did this morning. My head still hurts and my shoulder blade is a little tense but eh
The self loathing is still there of course but eventually that will pass i hope.
my mom and i have deduced that it is a chemical imbalance in me, i ate chocolate and it made me feel a little better...
well it made my headache dull down a bit.
since i'm home now and i have tomorrow off i'm going to just relax and try to get over this horrible feeling.
I dont want to feel like this when Chris comes up. Though he's amazing at making me feel better, i dont want to be a kill joy around him
~Pook~
The self loathing is still there of course but eventually that will pass i hope.
my mom and i have deduced that it is a chemical imbalance in me, i ate chocolate and it made me feel a little better...
well it made my headache dull down a bit.
since i'm home now and i have tomorrow off i'm going to just relax and try to get over this horrible feeling.
I dont want to feel like this when Chris comes up. Though he's amazing at making me feel better, i dont want to be a kill joy around him
~Pook~